New Nails~

I went to a mall with some friends of mine, we watched "Man of Steel" and playing some arcade games like basketball and the others.
We also when to the bookstore :3
It was fun!!

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I also painted my nails since it comes to end-of-the-semester holiday~!!
I colored these nails of mine with gold nail polish and after that cover it with silver-glitter-transparent polish.
and not only that ,
I also bought a wristband or bracelet or whatever you call it (see the picture below) :D
the three of us bought the same wristband :9

I hope I'll have another great moments again later~ xD

An Unique Pudding

My mom bought this pudding for me, isn't this cute?
I wonder how they make this wonderful pudding, if you see the fishes are really look like the real one, aren't they? :D

how do you think? ;)

feel free to comment below about anything you want to talk about if you have time ♥

Silence, it's my KEY

Love....
4 words, so simple and yet so hard to understand...

even you've made me angry, upset, annoyed, pissed off, disgust, wound, impatient,
just waiting for you non-stop doing nothing..

you made me feel so much various feelings that i've never felt before..

i'm happy but yet i'm sad..
i'm happy with you, for you, because of you,
but also sad because of you..
i'm also mad because of your naughtiness

you said,
"You think I'm stupid?"
well, i think so...but at least i believe that you're not

"I've been planning all of these before for you and because of you"
that's the point of what you wanted to say to me last time we made a complicated chat.

Yes...a complicated one because we were discussing about that problem again.

One that I can't accept the most,
one that I can't stand for...
One that made me can't accept it willingly and gracefully

Still..I wonder,
why..? WHY?

Why did, why must, why...?
Why it happens?
Why we can't?
Why don't you survive for it like I want to?
Why don't we survive for it together? Why you resist me from the beginning..?
Why did you give up..?

and after all of you've done into my life...
what's that for?
why you did that..? because you didn't know that before? that's why you did all of those things?
those memorial memories...

it makes my heart struggles in confusion..

i still wanna, but you don't..
honestly,
i'm still trying...to not give up like what you did..

but it's hard because you've been rejecting me from the very first moment you knew it..

i'm dying..
in the silence..

i still stuck in the same feeling as that very first moment before that very 'first' tragedy,
hoping that you won't ignore me again..

yes, i'm silent..
i look normal on the outside,
i look like i've got the key to forgetting you..
i look like i'm happy without you around me like those moments :)

but you should know,
that's all FAKE!! :'D

but it's my key, so you won't change like the last time you did because you didn't want me to get hurt..
i really really like you so much...i wonder why,
you're just....so kind :')

i'm happy for you, even it's hurt..
even you slowly forgetting me....and search for another one that could replace my place in advance

i'm still happy, eventhough it's in the sadness that i feel..
i'm so happy...this is my true feelings for you :'3
knowing that you've made it,
removing my existence from your 'beautiful' world :')

i don't want you to change,
that's why i keep silent..
cz i don't want you to think of more things to make me forget,
i don't want you to take pity on me...
and you know that also ♥

somehow it just makes me happy enough to know that you care so much for me..
even you said you're not..

the SILENCE is my KEY to keep me BEAR up and HOLD it up. ♪

Sleepy but I had FUN

I went to SuToS (Surabaya Town Square) when the night arrives with my older sister and my mother, I was so sleepy but I still managed to come to it because I really want to see the Epic new 3D adventure movie.

It was very cool, I really like the baseline story x3

Just a reminder from me, this movie is very interesting for you those who likes fantasy and adventure. Somehow the story is as close as a story about a grandchildren who's transforming small suddenly and has a big responsibility with the small world inside his real life world.

I was so tired and sleepy so I'm going to sleep now.
I hope you'll find an interesting story soon too ;)

Added this pict, just a random quotes before sleep to make us feel better :)
Good night ^^

Finally Cut Down the Naughty Tamarind Tree!!

I have a backyard garden, and inside of it there's a very large tamarind tree which has circumference more than 3 people even if they've embraced it.
Long ago, the tree collapsed and hit the roof of my house. After that, the tree keeps staying there, on the roof of my house.


And I was happy enough to know that today my father found a lumberjack with a chainsaw and he was kind enough because he doesn't mind to help my father for a bit eventhough he still have some works waiting for him to be done.

I found some mushrooms on the tamarind non-cutted woods :D

I wonder what type of mushrooms they are, anyone have any idea? :P

You can comment below if you want to help me xD

If no, it's stil ok with just reading this lol :3

Mixed and Shaken

i don't know why this is happening

this pulse and passion

keep spurring me downward

It's hard to define

yet i can't stop yelling

even it's only within my psyche

n doesn't go forth

i can't discharge it

it's overthrown

likewise scrambled

makes me want to tear the case

rushing furthermore subsequently

contrive what will shown

afterwards........

nonetheless none that can be quelled

somehow it doesn't feel right

yet i tried to think right

but the right wasn't coming

so woeful to know the end

Randomized is the END of it

Today's Journey

I went eating with my sister, her husband, her husband's sister and her wife, and also my father :)
I ate Japanese Fried Rice from the Food Court's Menu, it has chicken katsu, mushrooms, and some cutted vegetables. Not bad, huh? :9

 

I also went to Gubeng train station, and I found this interesting machine!! (look below)
Just with Rp 5.000,- you can have a drink and try 'playing' with this awesome hot & cold drink machine :3

I try bought one, cold milo.


That's all for today's adventure, I was so happy today somehow.. xD

My Sister Came Here Again

Today I met my sister again, after her wedding :)
Somehow I feel so happy..
She arrived yesterday with her husband, I don't know where she stayed, maybe in a local hotel?
My Father was so happy to see her.

She came here to take care of a few things
I hope she can finish it well and quickly ;)

I add my sister's last wedding photo here so you can see it :p
LOL, yes she's there with her husband..I hope she doesn't get angry seeing this xD

A Voice Poet

I read my friend's post in her blog, somehow it reminds me of something and just makes me want to voicing it (I mean read it and record it when i read it, lol)

I'm feeling so excited somehow ♥

You can hear it here : Poet